Zoomed out while taking a picture of my Christmas tree
[ CHRISTMAS INTENSIFIES ]
And for a really, really long time, i saw it as a burden.
But staying and loving her has helped me discover things about myself i never would have on my own; it has not only given me purpose, but also motivation and a sense of self. What started as a naive promise to myself is turning into a real career; one that allows me to give others the chance i had.
Had i not had to deal with this burden, I probably wouldn’t have stayed in medicine. Honestly, I’d probably be really lost after graduation. Looking for a career that gives me financial security and a sense of importance; bouncing from job to job, completely lost in the sea of life with only my degree to help me float through the bad storms.
it would’ve meant nothing. None of it would’ve mattered. Cause in the end, the only thing I ever needed has been with me my whole life.
I may not have truly found my life’s purpose yet but I’m sure as hell a whole lot closer. Thanks, Mom. You’ll never know what it is exactly that i do at school or understand the gravity of what i say, but nothing you’ve done is in vain, i promise you that.
welcome to the 75th horny games, everyone take your clothes off & suck my dick